I have puttered to and fro...
dwelt...
then dwelt upon my problem again and again until it sickened me to even think about it..

Finally,
I have reached a solid conclusion.

For once, I have made my decision and I shall stick to it.
I might regret it...and it's a risk...and I never take risks...

The feeling was like standing at the precipice and looking the abyss in the face...
then taking a giant leap of faith.

And I've never been happier...