There are those times when you are just forced to stop and think about certain things. And being a person who does nothing but mull over unimportant stuff regarding said person's life, silent moments are extremely fatal.

In a silent moment.....

I think about you...

I wonder why friends can't stay friends...

I wonder how others succeeded and we all failed...

I wonder if people really like me...

I wonder what I am meant to do in life...

I wonder if I die tomorrow, will anyone come to my funeral...

I worry about what others say/think of me...

I pray to be strong...

I pray to be wonderful...

I pray I'll find myself...

I want to be popular and loved...

I want to stop feeling lonely and empty inside...

I wish I were someone else...

I wish I were somewhere else....

I wish I knew where I belong...

I wonder why I am the way I am...

I envy certain girls for their good fortune and physical perfection...

I wish life had turned out differently...

I wonder if I am really welcome or not...

I wonder when I'll stop asking myself these stupid questions...

*sigh*

There are so many people around me that I want to be....but of course that is not possible. At the least I want to be clear about what people think of me. If I am a pest, tell me and I'll leave you be. If I am a backup whatever, then I'll stop and let you figure it out. If...

I am thinking too much again. But I really DO want to know... *sighs sadly*

Ps : I blame the bloody radio and the DJ's choice of songs! >.<