After Jenn mentioned this song, it's been stuck in my head...

::~::Come Clean::~::
Artiste: Hillary Duff

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy

[Chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[Chorus]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming...

[Chorus x2]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning...

Credits: http://www.lyrics007.com/Hilary%20Duff%20Lyrics/Come%20Clean%20Lyrics.html

I used to walk in the rain when I was upset. The rain falling on my face allowed me to cry without anyone seeing and I miss it so much. It was a kind of freedom.
Not anymore I guess...