My stomach has gone absolutely haywire on me...GAH~!

Diahorhea...cramps....being a girl really sucks at some points~! Since I can't leave the comfort of the cold cold bathroom, I figure going online helps take the edge of the pain much better than meds do~! (And after taking too many meds you become immune to them so...*shrugs*) You just gotta love the person who invented the lappie and Maxis mobile! Lolz~!

In any case, been doing some research and if mum has her way I'll be in London by Feb next year.

Excited?
Hell yeah~!

Apprehensive?
Well... du-oh~!

Truth is, I really want to go so badly. Missing CNY is no biggie since I've always pretty much hated CNY~!! I'd be sad I was missing the annual reunion thingy with my highschool friends but I guess that's what the Internet is for eh?

People always say stuff like its a great new adventure and all that...and they remind me that I've been overseas before. But it was different because I had Chiewy there (love ya, miss ya,can't wait till you're back babez!!!) and that made it not so scary for me. London....I'll be all alone unless I decide to go to Manchester instead...or South Hampton. ^^

I will definitely find a way to do what I want to do. This is the first step and it's a pretty big baby step but I'll take what I can get~! And maybe in between studying I'll work and set aside enough to go around Europe~! Or see all the fantastic West End shows I've always dreamed of watching live~! Or just finally being able to enjoy Christmas in London~!!!! Okay I did that before last time and it ROCKED~!

I guess having dreams finally within my reach really does cause one to become euphoric. Going overseas will really be a mark of change in my life. Another good thing is in the UK, the price of a flight to the USA won't be so ruinously expensive so maybe next year I'd get to go to LA for the "Hotties" reunion~! Lolz~!
Maybe then I'd find it in me to let myself go and be a kid with the gorgeous Aussie "Sweeties", Sean and Kim Eirik (is that how you spell it? Bah! Kimber works better! ^^) and even go to Disneyland~!!!

Ok...I have to stop dreaming and come back to my cold cold bathroom. Gah. Maybe by this time next year, I'll be in a colder bathroom rushing for my photography finals! A girl can dream eh?

Off the mark, I'm glad I finally got concrete proof and it makes me so happy because finally I can truly let go~! Tra la la la ~! Of course this just tells me a little more about myself.

Ooh and another thing~! I'm glad you're coming back Chiewy. I've really missed you~! ^^