It's really strange when you put so much thought into something for a friend, and the friend is so blissfully oblivious to it and clearly doesn't care about you (and everyone else who was thinking with you).....it's really disappointing.

Sometimes, I wonder why we all bother.

It's also strange when a person you've decided to "demote" on your priority list and who has disappointed you pops up and pretends nothing has ever changed. I wonder just how clueless you really are. Do I have to tell you to your face that I'm no longer the person I used to be and that stepping on me is pointless? *sighs*

It's been a really disappointing week on so many levels. Disappointment with myself because I'm so sure I won't be able to graduate....disappointment with so many "friends"....disappointment with things in general...

It sucks....pure and simple.

For some people....

"What is this feeling?
Fervid as a flame...
Does it have a name?
Yes!
Loathing!!
Unadulterated loathing!!

For your face
Your voice
Your clothing

Let's just say...
I loathe it all!!"
- "What is This Feeling" Wicked