I was browsing through Friendster, looking for something that had to do with TT....somehow I stumbled across your Friendster account and...I thought back to three years ago.
Three years ago when I was fresh out of school and still very silly. Three years when things were simple and nothing was complicated.
I thought back and the huge "WHAT IF?" popped up.
What if I had responded differently that time?
What if I had taken the chance and tried my luck?
What if I had chosen to trust my instincts and went ahead?
I guess it sucks cos I never tried though I had so many opportunities...you were the sweetest guy I'd known and I think I really liked you...no...I know now I really liked you. Even now, there are things that I have kept sub-consciously and they're such a part of me now that I can't get rid of it. I wonder if I haven't actually forgotten you completely...I thought I had. But when I view your profile...those long ago memories kinda resurfaced and I just wonder...
I hope you are happy now and that you'll settle whatever bothers you. The girl that you choose is a lucky girl indeed and I hope whoever she is, she makes the most of it.
Thank you for a shaping a small part of my life...I'll never forget and I'll never want to change.
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