And of course this HAS to be my next post....geez...

Look....I'm so sorry but this has to stop. I've made it as clear as I possibly can without hurting you. Why can't you understand I don't want anything from you? Doesn't the term "Good Friend" explain it all?

Why can't you get it?

I so don't want to hurt you but if I let you go on refusing to let go, I'll feel real guilty...yes I do feel uber guilty that you're still holding on. Thing is....we never got started. Yes I know you probably felt otherwise, but to me we never even got started.

I've tried telling you...then avoiding you....it doesn't work. And all this time I've been real guilty cos I seem to have "played" you. If I did, or if I gave you a reason to believe, I'm very sorry.

If you see this (or if someone tells you about this) I'm very sorry and frankly, we were never that compatible in the first place. I'm someone who likes details while you don't really care. You only saw one side of me and that was a tiny side. You don't want details and I don't know much about you...and hey I don't think you know that much about me either!

So....I'm real sorry. I'll do my best to make it as clear as I can so you can go and meet this wonderful girl who'll be much better than me!