There are days when I wish I could just assert myself and say,
"No I don't want to do that,"
or
"No, I don't want that,"
without having to deal with the consequences.

I mean, who doesn't wanna tell their parents,
"No Mum and Dad...I don't wanna be a lawyer/doctor/engineer because I don't like it and am no good at it!"

Whoever is daring enough please tell me your name and I swear I'll go to your funeral and burn whatever you'd like for you!

And...who doesn't want to be able to tell friends,
"No I don't want to do it cos it's YOUR work godammit!"
or
"No I don't wanna go there just because you like it!"
without worrying about the potential bitching or big fight to follow?

Who doesn't wanna say
"No I cannot hand it up on time cause I'm in another country!!"
or even
"No I can't courier it cos it's real heavy and what if something happens to it on the way there like it falls into a storm drain/river/sea?"

I mean I really want good results on this stupid Industrial Attachment thingy but it's so NOT my fault that I can't hand it in is it?? Like hello, all I'm asking is for me to hand in the HARD COPY a little bit later!! If you want proof that I finished it I've even offered to send you the SOFT COPY so you can see I've DONE MY WORK!!

Idiots!!

I so need to learn how to assert myself properly...or maybe I should just pray that I am a descendant of witches and have inherited an active power along with a really cool spell book! Bah! : (