A Breather~~

Decided to take a short breather between TRYING to study and update a little...

My life so far? Uber sucky as I have absolutely NO mood to study, not to mention the fact that I have gone for THREE papers and still I do not feel that it's exam time. Where's the anxiety? Where's the panic that drives me? Geez!!

Also, as some people already know (and is amply demonstrated in my MSN nicks) I am becomming extremely morbid of late...I attribute it to the stress!!

Just recently, I imagine biting into people's necks...tearing out the artery and letting the warm blood gush over my face as I drink it down...running down my chin...*winces* Or even tearing limbs and making a wonderful roast over a wood fire....

Just the other day, I went to change and I told my roomie if she turned over, I'd gouge out her eyeballs...blend one into a martini and take the other as the olive. Her face turned this interesting shade of green and she said she was staying far far away from me...hmmm.....
*shrugs*

Also, I have dreams in which I die...but I don't know I'm dead until later...
woah.... I think I need a shrink!!

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