I haven't updated in so long!!!!
Loads of things have happened since the last update (no I did not bomb a building, nor did I find a cure for cancer!).....I don't even know what to say here.
But one thing is true, the Australian trip really changed me and my perception of things. For once I was actually somewhere I fit effortlessly into....there was no effort and no one judged me. Coming back just seemed way depressing.
Even with friends....some how things were so mucher lighter there... *heaves a giant sigh*
In a way, I'm grateful I met Xinch crazy friends...they're real cool peeps to hang out with and it's always fun....there's no pressure and I haven't felt that in ages. I have not been able to, basically ,not care a stitch about what others would think of me if I were to, say, sing at the top of my lungs in a car with the windows down through Bangsar! Not that I did....heheh!
I mean....yeah I do get irritated at people more easily....guess it's cos when I left, my eyes decided to pop open on their own and see what I didn't want to see before I left.
I really think I drew a line between myself and the people in my Uni. I chose to put that line there and somehow I am still looking for people I click with.
In that way....all I can say is I REALLY REALLY REALLY miss Chiew, Sera and even Daniel (the other one)!! You guys really made it all the more worthwhile and I appreciate it more than I can say. *big hugz*
Also, I wanna thank Jack, Izmir (esp for helping me with the photo shoot) and even Sean....you guys may not know it (and should not know it) but you did help me break out of a funk. Kudos to you guyz!!!
Will tell more bout my dayz later cos it;s real "early" and I have an 8am class....this suckz!!! >.<
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